Those thoughts you have about your actions,
making every waking moment painful when you think too hard.
If you go through this know that your guilt guides you,
Let your mind rest at ease as you atone for your past...
Not by taking your own life or falling down to the spiral of self-destruction,
but rather...
Make yourself better for you and the person you hurt,
Change the world for the better so you can make it brighter.
Do things for the world and indirectly for them so that at the end of your days,
When all is said and done and you are laid on your death bed...
You can know that no matter what comes next,
Even if there is a next...
You did something.
You sought to improve yourself and even if you could never undo what you did to them,
Never live happily with yourself knowing what you did...
You will know that, if you didn't intentionally do it, you would in some way have atoned.
If you awake in the afterlife,
Millenia later after having your soul cleansed in brimstone and fire,
You will be called before those whom you hurt and they will prosecute you.
Let not your mind fear what they choose, but rather accept it whole heartedly.
Admit to your wrong doings and maybe.. just maybe you will find forgiveness.
Amare. Vita. Fidem.
Church of the Beast.
